Are you ready to be mentally, physically and sexually satisfied? So please don't go there.. An older woman means fun part 31 I want meet new and modest people. I know I have been ranting alot. But I am finally clear headed. Life is looking good. My career is blossoming and I don't have cancer or anything finally got that blood work back. They don't know what's wrong but at least now I know it is nothing bad. I am finally ready to let you go.
You were on my mind for the longest time an I can finally just let go. I don't think I am the relationship type. After all none of mine work out. Even you left me. I was heartbroken an sore for a while but now I am numb I guess. I am done with letting people in though my walls are here to stay. And maybe I need it that way. After all I am trying to get deployed to Afghanistan to really serve my country. There is nothing here for me.
But I feel this nothing is worth fighting for. So that maybe you and your children and everyone else may find what they are searching for. All my life I felt like my purpose is to help people and that is what I am going to do. I want to stand by my brothers in arms an serve my country well. Being in the military is good for me. I don't really need to have connections with people just brief moments. I know you wanted to explain things to me but I you made your decision to leave.
And I am not looking back. I tried to fight for you but you just did not feel the same way. I will be fine without you I was fine before. I won't forget the times we shared or laser quest. But this is it. I hope you read this Vanessa goodbye. I don't need the lies and bs in my life anymore everyone I have dated has been the same you are like everyone else you said you wanted to stay away from. A sociopath.
Please do not me anymore and please no more texts I just wanna forget an move on. It was a mistake that I fell in love with you. Love is just oxytocin anyway. I searching sexual partners. Welcome Gentlemen!. Can't wait for your invitation!. I will be going to Cabo San Lucas this mid July for some relaxation on the weekdays and party on one weekend meeting up with cousins , if you are in the area, hit me up if you want to meet and just to say hi no expectations and prove that there are real people on this site looking for real, honest to goodness connections and fun..
