You can read the transcript of the story below. Because I wanted Him to bless me, because I wanted to go to heaven. I was the center that story all the way through. I want to go anywhere, I want to do anything, I just want to live my life to put a smile on His face.
In , I was going to seminary. But God wanted me there because we had to write a paper on, Who is the Holy Spirit?. But I had a lot of different denominational backgrounds. Others said, you have to speak in tongues, so many syllables per second, and so many decibels loud. And I wanted to know. So it was a wonderful paper for me to write. And I came away with with two very clear things for me. All that really created a crisis in my heart, because I really never had told anybody about Jesus.
And I wanted my wife to be a witness. But to actually tell somebody about Jesus, that was a different story. I remember laying down in my dormitory room, on my face.
God I need more of You. I maybe have missed God. I really felt like it was like fire in my in my heart, like someone took a firebrand to my heart. And when I came to live with you, all I ever was, all I ever will be, all that I am, everything I am came to live with you. The question is not you getting more of Me.
I thought, where, where are lost people? So I got my Ryrie Study Bible. I got my gospel tracks, little coaching tracks, that was the best they had in those days. And by midnight, they really backslid because the place was full.
