A twisted tale about an obsessive psychotic sociopath who falls in love with a young girl? Her whole childho Her whole childhood was a mess. When she met him her life I wake up in my cold empty prison cell. Just 29 more years and I'm out of this dump. Only 15 if i have good behaviour. I got my lawyer to to make an agreement with the the judge to lighten my sentence and they did just that. My heart tingles as I feel a little light in my life for the first time since Bella left me. I wish she was still my girl.
I miss cuddling her at night. I miss waking up to her adorable smile every morning which she still has. I wish she was still childish and weird.
I miss how she would always flirt with me and make me go hard without her even knowing. I miss her soft moans. I miss her childishness. I miss how when she got nightmares and didn't want to wake me up she'd go out to the patio to read a book. I miss shouting at her for doing silly things like cutting her hair and trying to dye it. I miss her terrible singing in the shower. I miss the blueberry pancakes she made me. I miss seeing her sleeping in my car when we got home late from work. I miss how she'd snuggle up on the couch with a heat blanket and watch Netflix for 8 hours straight when she was on her period.
I miss how she'd scold me for drinking and smoking, in fact I quit smoking for her I miss it all I miss our fights,Our laughs I miss how powerful I felt when we had sex. How she would wince and writhe and moan out of pleasure and even sometimes cry.
I got pleasure from seeing her limp when we were finished. But things could never be like that again. She knew what we had going on was wrong Even though she'll probably get married It warms my heart to know I took her virginity. I have a piece of her. I was the first ever person inside her and the first ever person to experience the joy of breaking her walls.
